I lost what I loved so im trying to rebuild but I just keep falling.
I just read this and realized the person who I thought of I was pushing away. But im changing that your my other half, im incomplete without you. <3
(via ameliawrites)
I lost what felt like my family and my real mom and the rest of us arent strong enough without her I would normally go to you guys but just because I quit the band you guys are erasing me from your lifes also. You said band family before band that was obviously bull shit.
But what do you do when they give up on you?…
(via toddsblog)
This smile on my face is my disguise. Im not happy when I am sitting here wondering if this is the end of what I thought would be my future. Where does this leave me?
Perfectly Imperfect..
I get told that Im not dedicated and that you think I dont want to be there. Well I do I go out of my way to try and make you guys happy and everytime it either backfires on me or gives you a reason to point out something else that is imperfect about me. I am a human being. I make mistakes, I fall for boys I shouldn’t, I forget things people tell me(alot), and ALOT more. Sorry for trying to do something good…
Do you honesty think it’s okay to treat me like shit. You do it constantly but I still come back for some unknown reason. I still try to get your approval and everytime I do something good you just expect more. Like what I did isn’t good enough. Whatever.
